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| Well its been a long almost 3 years!!! not much has changed... I'm still fretting over the same old Bull. The guy you're in love with and the guy you dont want to even think about but still love amazingly too much. The romantically weird drama's that happen to co-exist with relationships. I hate 'em. I try to stay out of them but i think would i be happy later if i did? I mean someday yes, i wanna settle down and be merry and married and have like 4 kids. But i have to find the right person first. I guess you have to kiss a zillion frogs to truly find your prince. Why can't i just be the lucky girl who kissed a frog only once and found her true prince? | | |
| Once again I make a mistake. Another one, then it gets thrown back into my face. So yeah, a couple days ago, I went on a date with Cruz Graham himself... OO big whoop. He's different, and i dont think i could ever be more than a friend with him. That was Saturday, then Sunday I decided to wait for my long lost lover to return from away on IM. Another big mistake. Granted I love him more than anything, he doesn't love me. He must not love me, Yea we talked about getting back together, and yeah like a fool i believed him.... So then today, i called him during lunch, on his cell phone. His own cellular device. And some girl answered... a girl answered his cell phone, so yeah, i'm pissed. Am i being irrational for thinking "oh, maybe he was kidding, once again breaking my little heart"? This is why I hate him. This is why he has ruined my entire life, by completely breaking the heart that never was really whole to start with....
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| So yesterday i got my license. The test giver told me i was going to kill someone, but he still passed me... FREAKS THESE DAYS!!! Then there's my dad, undecisive like usual, " You need a job to get a car right?" yeah dad, to get a car. Then he never even called me yesterday to congradulate me, I told him a thousand times that I was going for it yesterday. Why didn't he call me?? He was even reminded by Tim (mom's bf) yesterday. Wow what a great father, way to be there for your kids, great use of responsibility> let me tell you. Saturday there's a game at like 1:00pm at the stadium.. i think 1:00 but don't comment me. I just know i have to be there at 11:00>good weather 12:30>bad weather, so yeah one o clock sounds good. lol. The powder puff game was supposed to be today, i was supposed to be in it, then i forgot about practice Saturday. Any ways the game was postponed until next wednesday. East girls requested more time, yeah time to get themselves in CHECK!! lol.
later!!
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| Okay so west lost the East/West game... MAJOR SHOCKER!!!<< lol. It has been one hectic week. I can't wait until Monday. I really hope I get my license ugh i really hope i do get it. What if my g-ma's car breaks down right before it, or while i was driving??? I'd flip and freak and everything in between. I need a job though too, in order to keep my friggen car. ugh i'm so stressed. so yeah, we're going to sectionals or playoffs or whatever. We won't win though because we're up against main endwell. I kinda don't want to go, i just want this season to GET OVER WITH!! I'm doing cheerleading next year at CCC. I can't wait, legal basket tosses here i come!!
<333 you all....
Megan
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